Goodness me but I am the Queen of the Naps today. And yesterday even – the moment I got in from work, I fell asleep, then this morning I was asleep until Lord H left for work, and this lunchtime I’ve had to have another hour’s nap just in order to feel capable of facing the day. Obviously I need it then! I’m not eating very much either and don’t feel at all hungry, though I’m drinking lots. But apart from that and a slight achiness and stomach trouble, everything’s fine. Ho ho. Actually I think it’s payback time from the stresses and strains of this week and last. When oh when will I learn not to panic and to try to chill out more?? Hmm, don’t wait up is my advice …
Anyway, here’s this morning’s meditation:
What it all
comes down to
for the sake
of a truth
worth dying for.
I’ve been working away on the Hallsfoot’s Battle edits today and actually quite enjoying the leisurely manner in which I’m doing it. I’m adding in a few pointers towards the things I made up later in the book and discovering other facts I’d entirely forgotten about, so that’s good news. In many ways, I find the editing stage the most enjoyable – actually creating the pesky story can be like tearing the skin off a cat without the aid of anaesthetic (not that I’ve ever done that, I hasten to add, but the image seems right), whereas editing is more like smoothing it back on again. I think I’m at my calmest at this stage too. Good news for Lord H then!
Other good news is that our holiday to Italy has been confirmed, hurrah. Sadly, it’s not Pompeii (though I’m making plans to go in the spring instead – watch this space …), but a trip to Umbria, north of Rome. Bliss, I can’t wait.
Later this afternoon, if I feel up to it, I’m hoping to go on a car hunt at the local showrooms. My aim: a new second-hand Ford Fiesta that isn’t black (well, Rupert’s black and I fancy a change – but, for goodness sake, don’t tell him that!), has five doors, petrol, a manual gearbox and aircon. Surely that can’t be too hard? Well, we’ll see …
After that, I’m supposed to be meeting up with work friends for a quick drink and some supper, but I’m going to see how I am before I get there. I don’t think I’ll be infecting them with anything if I do turn up (whatever I’ve got is just me, I feel), and in any case it’s certainly not swine flu – I’ve checked the symptoms online and it’s a definite “no, go away, and stop bothering us”. But, again, we’ll see – I may make a miraculous recovery if I see a car I like and then the entire thing will have been only in my head after all. As ever, eh. Do you think I might be a hypochondriac? Surely not. Doesn’t everyone have their GP’s number on speed-dial?…
Today’s nice things:
1. Napping, a lot
6. Drinks & supper with friends.